Here it is, 2:02 in the morning, and i'm awake for no apparent reason other than i hate to go to sleep. But it has been so long since i posted on here, i've forgotten most of what i have posted. Why post now? Not for anyone else, really. i know from experience that it is a fruitless and vain pursuit trying to get people to read my blogs. And for a man full of pride (and that pride has no valid basis) it's better that no one really does read these or like them.
What i did find in reading some of my past entries is that i've been bluntly honest, which i'm not sure was good or bad. i also found stories about my life and my family i had forgotten. So seeing as my memory is pretty much toast, it's great to be able to re-visit my memories. Thus this return. What has happened in 3 years? Far more than i remember or expected. My daughter is 4. Theresa and i are married 5 years now, and face the struggles many are familiar with. i'm taking a course in something i feel overwhelmed by. Paging Samuel has done more than i could have asked for, and is still going. And my struggle is to accept where we are not, but primarily my struggle is to put God first, then my family, then everyone else. Now to remember how.
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